By Leah Naomi Green on
The fire beetle only mates
when the chaparral is burning,
and the water beetle
will only mate in the rain.
In the monastery’s kitchen, the nuns
don’t believe me
when I tell them how old I am,
that you were married before.
The woman you find attractive
does not believe me when I look at her kindly.
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By Leah Naomi Green on
The fire beetle only mates
when the chaparral is burning,
and the water beetle
will only mate in the rain.
In the monastery’s kitchen, the nuns
don’t believe me
when I tell them how old I am,
that you were married before.
The woman you find attractive
does not believe me when I look at her kindly.
There are candescent people in the world.
It will only be love
that I love you with.
When we get home,
there will be our kitchen, the dishes undone.
There will be our bedroom.
What is it you eventually recognized
in my face that allowed you to believe me?
Beauty that did not come from you—
remember how it did not come from you?
As white sage does not come from the moon
but is found by it and lit.
The Buddhists say
that the front of the paper
cannot exist without the back.
Because there is a there,
there is a here. Chaparral,
the density of growth,
and the tattered chaps
the mappers wore through it because they had to,
to keep walking without
being hurt. It is OK if we hurt
one another.
Chaparral needs fire.
(The pinecones would not open
otherwise.) Love needs lover,
whose last lover was flood.
Leah Naomi Green, “Field Guide to the Chaparral” from The More Extravagant Feast. Copyright © 2020 by Leah Naomi Green. Reprinted with the permission of The Permissions Company, LLC on behalf of Graywolf Press, graywolfpress.org.
